lauraaaa_x

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 17:34:13 GMT

today i was looking for pro ana-mia websites, i found such a fantastic one!!
http://www.freewebs.com/free-the-bfly/ im not sure if anyone of you have seen this site, but its amazing !!
its really helped me to realise not to give in and start eating again, ive adedd afew people on msn and she/they have told me alot of tips on how to decise not eating and all sorts of stuff!! im well happy :D lol

All ive eaten today is quarter of my dinner !! Im so proud of myself, aghhrr i got school tomorow, i hope i can cope whilst everyone around me is eating, including my bf :|:(..

stay strong girls..
if you wana talk, ask for my msn :D
x

IM SO WEAK !!

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 10:02:08 GMT

Hey, im laura, im new on this Live journal thing, so im not sure what im doing lol. Yesturday i ate loads and im soo depressed & i feel really weak. Today im going out & im seeing my friend and my Boyfriend, so thats good because they don't normally moan that i havn't aten and stuff. Im just sooo scared because i was at work experience for 2 weeks, and all i have done is binge!! I started thinking tht now i have my boyfriend back, i should stop worrying about my weight and stuff, so i didnt. But now i wish i would of just been more controlled, A while ago i started feeling ana controlling me, She started telling me how Fat & Ugly i was.. In a way i liked it, because i knew that if i thought i was Fat, i would start loosing more and more weight.

Today's Food/Drink:

Water 1 Ltr.
Half an Apple.
2-3 little Malt shreddies (No adedd sugar)
& Maybe a little bit of dinner.

"Nothing Tastes As Good As Thin Feels."

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 23:51:04 GMT

i feel sooo weak and dizzy, ive just smoked loads of weed and now i just feel like im on a mission HAHA, i self harmed today because i ate lunch at my last day of work experience, i feel so weak.

:( please w/b anyone? xx